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One choice this week beats a whole framework you never touch." } } ] } ] --- [Skip to content](#main) [](/) [About](/about)[Speaking](/speaking)[Cybersecurity](/cybersecurity)[Programs](/programs)[Books](/books)[Media](/media) Writing Search Ctrl K[Connect](/connect) [Leadership](/blog/category/leadership) # Intentional Reflection: A Practice for Leaders Who Want to Grow August 14, 2024 3 min read 759 words I used to think reflection was just replaying a bad conversation in the shower, or scrolling through old photos. " It wasn't. That's rumination, or nostalgia, or just noise. Intentional reflection is a different thing entirely. ![](/__l5e/assets-v1/d032d5c9-54bb-4e03-ba32-9e74d44a4ed1/dd3d12d27928.jpg) The takeaways 1. 01 The reason most people skip it is that the macro life rewards motion. What to do next Pause for five minutes today, then name the one place in your week where reason is playing out and you have been avoiding naming it. 2. 02 The next meeting, the next mile, the next quarter. What to do next Block 30 minutes this week to audit how meeting is showing up on your team, then decide one thing to change. 3. 03 Reflection requires me to stop moving long enough to notice what the motion is costing me. What to do next Block 30 minutes this week to audit how reflection is showing up on your team, then decide one thing to change. 4. 04 Rumination is replaying the same scene with the same emotional charge and arriving at the same conclusion. What to do next Block 30 minutes this week to audit how rumination is showing up on your team, then decide one thing to change. I used to think reflection was just replaying a bad conversation in the shower, or scrolling through old photos. I'd call that "reflecting." It wasn't. That's rumination, or nostalgia, or just noise. Intentional reflection is a different thing entirely. It's the single highest-use habit I know for actually changing how I lead, how I decide, and how I show up. ## What Intentional Reflection Actually Is Intentional reflection is the deliberate act of pulling a specific event or pattern out of the stream of your life, looking at it from outside yourself, and asking what it is telling you. Three pieces matter to me: it is deliberate (I set the time, I pick the subject), it is structured (I ask the same kinds of questions every time), and it produces an output (a decision, a written note, a behavior change). Without those three, I'm just thinking. The reason most people skip it is that the macro life rewards motion. The next meeting, the next mile, the next quarter. Reflection requires me to stop moving long enough to notice what the motion is costing me. ## Reflection vs Rumination This is the trap. Rumination is replaying the same scene with the same emotional charge and arriving at the same conclusion. It feels like reflection because it involves thinking about the past, but it changes nothing. The tell is that rumination loops; intentional reflection moves forward. If you finish a reflection session and you have not named one thing you will do differently, you were ruminating. Close the notebook, walk away, and come back when you can ask the harder question: what about _me_ contributed to this? ## A Weekly Reflection Cadence The cadence I keep, and recommend to the leaders I coach, is short and boring on purpose. Fifteen minutes, same time every week, with a pen and paper. Four prompts: 1. What happened this week that I am still carrying? 2. What was I trying to protect or prove? 3. What would the version of me I want to become have done differently? 4. What is one specific thing I will change next week? That last prompt is non-negotiable. It is the difference between reflection as a habit and reflection as a hobby. ## Why It Works for Leaders Leadership compounds. So do the patterns you do not examine. The CEO who never reflects on why their last three direct reports left will lose the fourth for the same reason. The founder who never sits with why they keep hiring the same wrong person is going to hire them again. Intentional reflection is how you break the loop, and it is most of what separates a leader who grows over a decade from one who just gets older in the role. This is the same idea I wrote about in [Fade to Black and the Loneliness of Leadership](/blog/fade-to-black-and-the-loneliness-of-leadership): the chair gets quieter, and the only voice left to listen to is your own. ## Feedback Is the Fuel Reflection in a vacuum drifts toward self-flattery. You need outside input to keep it honest. Ask three people who will tell you the truth what they see in you that you do not. Then sit with their answers without defending. That is the loop: feedback in, reflection on it, behavior change out, then back to the people who gave you the feedback to see if anything moved. That is also why I keep saying [eternal optimism is a curse and informed optimism is a blessing](/blog/eternal-optimism-is-a-curse-informed-optimism-is-a-blessing); reflection without honest input becomes a story you tell yourself. ## The Messy Part This is going to be uncomfortable. You will find things you do not want to find. Old regrets you thought you were past will turn out to still be running you. Patterns you blamed on other people will turn out to have your fingerprints on them. That is the work. The discomfort is the signal that you are reflecting on something that matters, not avoiding it. The payoff is not a peaceful feeling. The payoff is that, six months in, you stop making the same mistake you have been making for ten years. That trade is worth every uncomfortable Sunday morning it costs. If you want the longer version of how I learned to do this, it is most of [The In-Between: Life in the Micro](https://www.amazon.com/Between-Life-Micro-Christian-Espinosa/dp/B0CP9WT8J7). Frequently asked ### What is the core idea behind "Intentional Reflection: A Practice for Leaders Who Want to Grow"? ### Who is this post for? ### How do I actually apply this, not just nod along? ### Work with me I help founders and cybersecurity leaders build teams that ship, not teams that stall. If that's the problem you're trying to solve, let's talk. 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